not sure if it was a bit of jet lag still lurking, but getting up and walking to work this morning seemed such an effort. and this'll sound really bad, but having spent 2 weeks in texas, to come back to sheffield - everything about here just seems dull and lifeless.

i mean its really good to see all our friends, and be in our own home again, but just walking around sheffield city centre, everyone just looks miserable, the weathers miserable, my jobs miserable.

2 weeks holiday/ dole to look forward to starting this weekend. not sure what God wants us to do with it yet, but the wonderful cathers will be giving us some much needed help with some plans we've got. plus there'll be a 4-films-in-a-day marathon next week hopefully.

but then theres also the rest of the summer that bea and i really need some direction on, regarding work, rest and play.