i am feeling very emotionally vulnerable and wobbly. I don't know if it's hormonal or if it's a God thing. I need prayer and I need to know that I am loved and supported - this is one of the things that I forget most easily and it is a bit of a big step being so open about it.

i would also like you to praise God for my boss 'Paddy' who is amazing - understanding, empathetic, clear in communication and releasing. Pray that he'll see Jesus in me (as will all my colleagues) because I'm sure with human eyes all they see is a tired wreck!