anyway, enough of this. something serious.

um. let me think...

well, we've just had our cluster for the week, and it was really good. everyone (i think) got to share what the dreams and visions are, the kind of pie in the sky/ anything is impossible with God kinda stuff, and it appears we have some very interesting and visionary people in our cluster.


so maybe the cafe may actually happen.

something i was talking to mitchel about yesterday, i find myself with quite a black and white attitude to things, and trying to understand all the stuff about talking to the mountain and knowing you have received somethingbefore you ask for it, and how it fits in with a worldview that (at least spiritually speaking) we are at war, and that there are things that will oppose Gods will in situations, so i was there saying that i believed all this stuff, but the war thing is a real spanner in the works, as it meant i couldnt ask for anything in the confidence of recieving it. anyway, to cut a long story short.... could cost bea and i our top spot!!! errr... no , basically it once again, seems i'm being a little short sighted, etc etc and is all alright now.

and so then, am i going to ask for something and believe i'll recieve it, without doubt? even when it seems like i didnt receive it, will i still believe that it has already been given to me? i think, for me, this is where the war is - i think if we really were that certain of what we believe, we have the most powerful weapon, the most powerful form of prayer. i think.... too much.

hmmmm.