and just read mat p's blog which mentioned something lee collier had written about when to stop doing something Gods told you to do. - really made me think, as i know i don't feel like someone who sticks at things, and gives up on things all too easy.

on the otherhand, i know completely what he meant about the phrase, "Gods grace isnt in it anymore", which i often feel is one of the biggest cop out excuses that can be given, and something that i know a friend of ours whos now left sheffield found very frustrating with certain "ministaries" etc. i mean, its hardly as if God got to the end of the line and says, "sorry guys, i cant fund/ deal with this anymore - i'm finding it too draining".

anyway. rant over.